Matt's new 2026 spirituality and healing group to open in February

Dear friends, 

In a world that moves so quickly — where overwhelm, disconnection, and emotional exhaustion have become almost normal — many of us sense a longing to slow down, turn inward, and remember what is most essential.

We want a place where our inner life is welcomed. Where our sensitivity, our feelings and emotions, and our relational life are all not obstacles to our path, but doorways to it. Where our grief, confusion, longing, and creativity can be held with tenderness and respect.

Yet there are few spaces where psychological depth, somatic wisdom, and contemplative spirituality truly meet.

Therapy is often too limited for the full terrain of the soul, too cost-prohibitive, or we aren’t able to find the right practitioner. Spiritual circles can drift into bypassing, abstraction, or disembodiment. And many of us are left wondering where to bring the parts of ourselves that are still hurting, still waking, still becoming.

This is why I created The Mystery School — a living, yearlong holding environment where we gather as fellow travelers, committing to a path of healing, inner transformation, and embodied awakening.

What the Mystery School Is

The Mystery School is a sanctuary. A container. A rhythm and a home.

It is a yearlong immersion into deep psychological and spiritual work — held within a trauma-informed, somatically grounded, relational field of practice.

It’s not a “course” in the ordinary sense where you’re asked to accumulate more concepts or information. Nor is it a place to take on yet another (unending) project of self-improvement.

Instead, it is:

• a space to return to yourself, month after month
• a community of sensitive, sincere fellow travelers
• a vessel for healing old patterns and awakening new possibilities
• a place where emotion, imagination, and embodiment are honored as sacred teachers
• a modern reimagining of the ancient mystery schools — not in form, but in spirit

Throughout the year, we weave together:

• relational and depth psychologies
• somatic and trauma-informed practices
• contemplative and devotional spirituality
• shadow integration
• imaginal and archetypal exploration
• embodied meditation and inner inquiry

The Mystery School is ultimately a living field — warm, grounded, spiritually alive — where you can explore, unfold, and heal in your own time, within a safe and attuned community. It offers a consistent rhythm — a place you can return to week after week, where your inner life is welcomed and held. It is a refuge from the speed of the world and an invitation to unfold at a human pace.

To learn more, please visit the group page below. I'd love to have you join us and make this journey together. 

>>Learn more about Matt's new 2026 group and community

I'll also be presenting two free live gatherings, on Thursday, January 29, and Saturday, January 31, which you're welcome to attend. Thursday's gathering is entitled, From Overwhelm to Inner Aliveness: Three Gateways to Embodied Healing. 

On Saturday, we'll talk specifically about the new 2026 group and community, and I'll answer any questions you might have if you're curious about joining us. 

Live online gathering with Matt - January 29

Dear friends, 

I’m looking forward to connecting with everyone on Thursday, January 29, for a live online gathering.

During our time together, we’ll slow down, rest our nervous systems, and explore some of the deeper mysteries of healing in a shared relational field.

You can learn more and register here:
https://mattlicataphd.com/from-overwhelm-to-inner-aliveness/

The anxiety of not being "useful"

There is a way of being in the world that often looks like kindness, empathy, and attunement—even love—but at its core is something more anxious and costly.

It is the compulsive need to orient toward another person’s emotional state: to scan for what they need, to soothe, reassure, stabilize, fix, or rescue, often before we even know what we ourselves are feeling.

When we are not cueing off another’s needs, something feels wrong. We feel uneasy, ashamed, unsettled, as though we have failed in some essential duty.

Many of us learned this very early. As children, love was not freely given. Attention was conditional. Affection arrived when we were useful, compliant, emotionally perceptive, or sufficiently self-erasing.

Implicitly, in the body, we discovered that the safest way to belong was to hypervigilantly track the needs, moods, anxieties, or fragilities of others and organize ourselves around them. If I can help you feel better, maybe I’ll be allowed to exist.

Over time, this role becomes fused with our identity structure. Our sense of value and worth comes to depend on tending the unlived life of another.

We may feel magnetized toward people who are wounded, overwhelmed, uncertain, or chronically dissatisfied. We might confuse intensity with intimacy, need with love, or responsibility with devotion.

We struggle to receive. We feel uncomfortable when things are calm. We don’t know what to do when no one needs us.

Boundaries feel selfish. Asserting a need feels “narcissistic.” Rest feels undeserved. Saying no feels like abandonment.

Beneath it all lives a haunting question: Who am I if I’m not taking care of someone? If I’m not quietly denying my own soul life? Many therapists, coaches, healers, and caregivers carry this pattern into their work, often unconsciously.

If clients are not improving, we feel anxious. If someone is suffering, we feel responsible. If we are not helping, fixing, or healing, we begin to question our worth. Isn’t that my job?

But this is a subtle reenactment of an old wound. Healing was never our job as children, and it isn’t our job now. Our task is presence, not rescue; relationship, not repair; accompaniment, not outcome.

When this caretaking reflex goes unexamined, it quietly erodes intimacy, authenticity, and vitality. It keeps us oriented outward while our own needs remain vague, deferred, or invisible.

The work is not to stop caring. The work is to discover choice—to become skillful and conscious, to tend our own unlived wounding rather than projecting it into the relational field, where it can fuse, entangle, and quietly reenact itself.

It is to feel what it is like to stay with ourselves even when no one is asking for anything, to tolerate the anxiety of not being useful, and to let our worth rest somewhere deeper than tending the ghost of the unlived in another.

This is not a withdrawal from love. It is a return to it: a love that does not require self-abandonment, a care that arises from fullness rather than fear, and a presence that trusts it is enough—even when nothing is being fixed.