There is such a deep wiring to bring relief to waves of
intensity as they erupt in your tender nervous system, surging through your
raw, achy heart.
“Oh, I know what this is” – this is ‘sadness,’ this is
‘heartbreak,’ this is ‘rage,’ this is ‘confusion.’ Or, if you’re a bit more
‘spiritual’ – it’s ‘kundalini,’ it’s the ‘powerful light of the Divine,’ it’s
the ‘dark night of the soul,’ it’s the ‘Goddess’ coming alive within me. I know
what it is and I am in control.
But the beloved is wild, untamed, and uninterested
in the movement of the known. Within her body, love will never be pinned down,
understood, or used. She is unleashing transmutation into and through you, but
in ways the mind may never understand.
Receive her secret blessing and behold: you have no idea
what ‘this’ is – for ‘this’ is holy and consecrated. You are standing on
hallowed, unknown ground. Please honor what is moving within you.
You have never, ever met ‘this’ wave before. It is pure
wisdom essence, longing for new form and seeking your unique, unprecedented
somatic pathways, your neural network, and your heart as its crucible and
vessel. Please provide safe passage to the emissaries of the beloved, as they
appear in peaceful and wrathful forms, dancing this realm into being, come to
remind you of the majesty of what you are.
While it may appear to be an ordinary Tuesday, nothing is
ordinary in a star of love. If you had any idea of how rare it was here – or
your role in the unfolding of the sacred world – you would die of pure
astonishment.