Thursday, June 25, 2015
For these are your scriptures now
It may appear that things are falling apart around and inside you, that what you were so clear about only a few weeks ago has now been shown to be partial and less than whole. The gift of disillusion has been given, a holy yet wrathful offering from the beloved, placed inside you as the seed of what is next.
You are being poured into the unknown, where a sacred birth awaits, but there is very naturally some anxiety, some fear, and some trepidation about the whole thing. None of your reference points really mean anything any longer. The ground is shifting sand and you can longer look back into the known to reorient. This is a blessed disorientation. The only thing you know for sure is this raw, naked, shaky, tender heart... and the aliveness that is burned into it.
You sense that something is coming to end, but you are unsure of what is being born in its place. Stay in the unknown center and watch in awe as your body is brought alive by the beloved and her envoys of the blue, the gold, the water, and the moon.
This burning, this shaky longing, this quivering aliveness – these are your scriptures now. Allow these non-ordinary words and messages to emerge from within and without, for they are pure creativity and the essence of non-conceptual heart-wisdom. You are right on track.