Please do not postpone your participation in this very rare world of love. There is no future moment to step all the way in. See that what you are does not need to be changed, healed, transformed, or otherwise subjected to spiritual process. Rest.
Right here and right now, you can lay your hands on your heart, touch the wet ground, and behold the miracle of the senses you have been given. You can speak kindness to another, touch and hold them close, and fall to the ground in gratitude for the reality of grace in its peaceful and wrathful forms.
Friend, open yourself and give your heart to this world. You have come here to do this and you can honor this vow that you made long, long ago.